Monday, 5 April 2010

"About me" (2)

So you want to know about me? I have two passions: photography and horses. I want to combine them in the future; I have aspirations. What else? I like men's boxers, lazy days and tracksuit trousers. I like spending time doing nothing, I like the feeling of returning somewhere where you can relax after a long day, I like the feeling of getting home when you're cold, wet and tired. I like people who cheer you up without meaning to. I like the little things. I like honesty. I like when people tell you that you're beautiful. I like when things seem to click together and I like when my best friends are in good moods. I like being with people I "click" with. I like meeting new people, making new friends, and getting to know random facts about random people. I like sharing things. I've never needed to be drunk to have a heart-to-heart. I like finding things that I put away somewhere to find in years. I like being given things that are important to other people. I like bracelets, necklaces and hugs from behind. I like my manly watch. I like people who you can lose yourself in the eyes of. I like kisses, cuddles, and seeing people you've missed. I like seeing bands live. I like singing along. I like people. I like people being kind, or apologising when they should, or saying "I'm sorry, but I can't do this"...I like people being honest. (As aforementioned). I like days when my mountain of homework isn't so bad, and I tackle it the only way I can; by starting. I like good moods, I like happiness, I love optimism. I like photos, videos, and finding them again years later. I like being "with the crowd"...it's not a good thing, in some ways, but it's good fun. I like my friends. I like people who are there for you. I like people wishing that they could give you a hug. I like people saying "yeah, you're good". I like people accepting compliments. I love random texts. I love Defying Gravity. I love Glee. I like seeing people I've not seen for ages, especially when there's no awkward "yeeeah" moment. I like Spaced, Green Wing and Black Books. I like random walks to nowhere. I like talking to people that everyone else thinks is awesome, and finding out why they think so. I love Yvan Rodic. I like getting on with people. I like clicking with people you never thought you'd click with. I like when people learn that there's a reason you're changing. I like acceptance. I like nights out and nights in. I like lazy days, and I like lazy evenings after active, fun days. I like new bands, old bands, and support acts. I like things which are so memorable that you /actually/ remember them three years later. I like memories you'd practically forgotten. I like new things. I like pretty dresses, skirts, and big boots. I like my hoody. I like spending a day wearing the same clothes then showering, changing, and feeling beautiful. I like the days when you walk down the road and feel right with the world. I like seeing people and thinking "actually, I don't miss you". I like when people let you move on.
Of course there are things I don't like, too, but that's unimportant.

Saturday, 3 April 2010

"About me"

I never really know what to put in these sections.

"Hi, I'm Cat, and my mood changes a lot and rather drastically. I love spending time with people who are awesome and I think that generally guys make better friends than girls but I seem to be incapable of having a friendship with a guy that doesn't end up with one of us liking the other and getting hurt, or something. Generally him, to be honest. I get pissed off when people say "oh, someone likes you? How /horrible/ for you." Because tbh, I know it's flattering and I know it's good, but there's a limit. I would love it if a couple of people liked me and I flirted with a couple of people and nothing happened with it because we never /wanted/ something to happen with it. But no. Instead, I get to be good friends with guys and then it all changes. Take Daniel for example. Dan. My mbs. We were close, but now we're not. Apparently I made him think that he was something he wasn't and fucked him up completely. That is not good. I don't know how I did that. But now he talks to me and makes me feel bad about myself and whatnot. But, yano what? Fuck it. I appear to be incapable of having close friends who are male. So I guess I'll have to learn to ignore obvious things, or not have them. That's just one of those things. Just like a nose you don't like; something you complain about from time to time and deal with the rest of the time
"However, there are some seriously awesome people in the world and I intend to find several of them during my life. I know that they might have made mistakes and hurt people - but they are only human. Therefore, I think I ahve found (or rather, been introduced to) a brand new one. And for that, screw it. Why should I feel so crap because someone else "let" (their word) themself like me? So...let's go for this whole "just fucking deal with it" outlook. It's a good outlook. Just like "everything happens for a reason" is for me. It annoys me SO much when people just say "no." It's fair enough when, like Kati, you say "well, I don't agree cause I don't like the idea of fate..." etc. But just "no, you're wrong" is one of the worst things ever. It's an opinion. It's never wrong unless it's something like "The holocaust never happened" (Hello Nick Griffin). So there we go.
"Talk to me to get to know me properly. Big love.x"