Now, I want to change that.
Not much. I'll still be the same person with the same friends and the same outlook, but just outside more, doing stuff more. It's like on Wednesday (I think =/), me and Alex went for a random walk. We started at the café of lurv, went to an exhibition which was closed, went back to the café for an exhibition which was there, then went along a random lil alleyway and then for a random walk. We climbed the wall which let us onto the jetty thing where that doughnut is, and Alex rolled off from the top of that wall...it was pretty funny XD ... we went into the kid's park, and were going to climb the west pier. Probably a good thing we didn't, but that's irrelevant. That kinda thing. Doing shit for no reason and enjoying it. I spent most of that time laughing, which is totally what I want from life. It's a real shame that Alex 'like like's me though, because he's awesome and I don't wanna hurt him or lead him on..... I'm just gonna pray he doesn't mention anything, and act normally around him apart from that.
It's not a shame that Alec likes me though (even though this will probably get confusing because I'll write Alex when I mean Alec or soemthing....). He was all unsure of everything yesterday and it hurt... and that was just him saying it. I spoke to Charli about it and she was liek "that's Andy saying shit, he kinda gets like that..." which was actually pretty useful. I do that kinda thing. I just don't really like Andy now. Then again, he was always a bit of a prick, so whatever. We've already established that I'm sexier than him, so s'all good xDD
Anyway. I wasn't going to make a new year's resolution but I've changed my mind. (Only 16 days late...haha)
I resolve to live my life. If I feel like doing something, do it. Go to as many gigs as I can afford and probably a few more than that too. See Deadmau5 live because he's the sex. Just fucking live, and have a good time doing it. <3
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