Fearless

"To me, Fearless is not the absence of fear. It's not being completely unafraid. To me, Fearless is is having fears. Fearless is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, Fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. Fearless is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before. Fearless is walking into your freshmen year at high school at fifteen. Fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again...even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. It's Fearless to have faith that someday things will change. Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them. I think it's Fearless to fall for your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. And when someone apologises to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, I think it's Fearless to stop believing them. It's Fearless to say "you're NOT sorry", and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is Fearless. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is Fearless. Letting go is Fearless. Then, moving on and being alright...That's Fearless too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That's why I write these songs. Because I think love is Fearless.

THANKYOU

FEARLESSLY, LOVELOVELOVE -T- "

taylor swift

What I've never seen

I don't completely know what will be in this blog. I just want to point out and celebrate the most beautiful things in the world... Friendship, love, loyalty, smiles, kisses, hugs, support, kindness, nights in with good movies and good conversations, lazy days....

Magic Moments..

Like yesterday. Alec and I were on his sofa, him with his 4 week old niece on his lap, him feeding her. He leant towards me, inclining his chin, so I kissed him. When we moved away, he said "thank you" and smiled with his eyes. I love his eyes. He made me feel amazing, all of yesterday..

Friendship; love; loyalty; companionship; support; hugs; active days....

All given to me by this beautiful beast:

Culbert's Buzz

When I was unhappy, I was texting someone, and he looked round nudging me with his nose, then nuzzled me as I gave him a hug. He's brilliant. He lets me escape when I need it, by gallopping across the downs and letting me get lost. He knows everything about me. Just 'cause I natter when I need it. Reliable one, he is.

Beautiful; reliable; kind; caring; loving...the best friend i could ask for.

Kati Delilah Williams

This girl has had my back more times than I can count. She's having a hard time and I hope that she knows I love her and I'm here for her, because it's only fair. The ammount of times she's cheered me up, or just spoken sense......I love her for that.

Just Living Proof That The Camera's Lying

He fell asleep on webcam yesterday. Awwwwww.

I'll Show You How To Build Your Fences Set Restricition

There's no real point for this blog, I don't have much to say. I'm only writing it because I can: I have used googlegooglegooglegoogle.com to write it, so have Facebook on my right and word reference below this lil window, and a spare Google between the two. Genius much? Yes, I think so too.

=)

Oh oh oh-pen wide.

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You'll Go Out In Style.

Life and Changes

I've lived my life in a very indoors manner before.

Now, I want to change that.

Not much. I'll still be the same person with the same friends and the same outlook, but just outside more, doing stuff more. It's like on Wednesday (I think =/), me and Alex went for a random walk. We started at the café of lurv, went to an exhibition which was closed, went back to the café for an exhibition which was there, then went along a random lil alleyway and then for a random walk. We climbed the wall which let us onto the jetty thing where that doughnut is, and Alex rolled off from the top of that wall...it was pretty funny XD ... we went into the kid's park, and were going to climb the west pier. Probably a good thing we didn't, but that's irrelevant. That kinda thing. Doing shit for no reason and enjoying it. I spent most of that time laughing, which is totally what I want from life. It's a real shame that Alex 'like like's me though, because he's awesome and I don't wanna hurt him or lead him on..... I'm just gonna pray he doesn't mention anything, and act normally around him apart from that.

It's not a shame that Alec likes me though (even though this will probably get confusing because I'll write Alex when I mean Alec or soemthing....). He was all unsure of everything yesterday and it hurt... and that was just him saying it. I spoke to Charli about it and she was liek "that's Andy saying shit, he kinda gets like that..." which was actually pretty useful. I do that kinda thing. I just don't really like Andy now. Then again, he was always a bit of a prick, so whatever. We've already established that I'm sexier than him, so s'all good xDD

Anyway. I wasn't going to make a new year's resolution but I've changed my mind. (Only 16 days late...haha)

I resolve to live my life. If I feel like doing something, do it. Go to as many gigs as I can afford and probably a few more than that too. See Deadmau5 live because he's the sex. Just fucking live, and have a good time doing it. <3