I feel good

That's about it =)

Merry Christmas

It's 7:06 on Christmas morning and I feel crapp.

Bleh.

I want someone to fancy. The only person around is Alex so I kinda like him, but it's a bad idea. I know that it's only because there's no one else around and I desperately miss the hugs which come with a relationship. That's all I miss, though. And we don't suit each other, and if we got together it'd just be odd. Let's be honest. And I don't want to hurt him - he's a babe. I love him vair much platonically and that's good.

I feel a lil better now.

I'm seeing him on the 27th before a Christmas meal with our friends, and all we'll do is talk and shit. I'm actually really looking forwards to it, we'll be going on a walk thing with our cameras basically, on the downs. It'll be good.

That's cheering me up.

If I want someone to flirt with I should just hush up until I'm back at college, where I can flirt with someone or something. There are loadsa people there. I'll probably flirt with Jonny. Actually that's ideal, cause I know he doesn't like me and probably won't give a crap. As long as Charli's ok with it, and I don't see why she wouldn't be.

I still need to get Dave a christmas present...lol.

Now, merry Christmas you beautiful people. Have a fantastic time and enjoy the time you spend with your family; it doesn't happen all the time so love it. Even if you argue and punch someone, let that punch have love.

I'm gonna try and go back to sleep or something now.

Love you all!