I never knew that someone's life would ever be so...like your's. I thought that only happened in the movies, and in the movies you don't really think about anything extra.
I know that stuff like what is affecting you now happens - obviously, what with it having happened within my family - but I didn't know that til much later than it happened. Although I knew that worried and worrying phonecalls were made. Beyond that, I've never thought about how the kinda shit that you've been through affects the person who's been through it.
You seem to be some kind of superior being with your 6 thoughts going on at once (though it still slightly confuses me how 3 of them can be songs..), and I've never heard of that before. But that's entirely irrelevant. What I need to say is I didn't know how much he meant to you and I still don't. I doubt that I ever will get close to comprehending. I'm sorry that I can't do what I want to do, and simply change the past, but everything happens for a reason. I don't want to say that everything'll be ok because it's in the past but let's be honest: it may well not be. You'll always carry the memories with you whether you like it or not. I must say, however, if there is anything - anything - I can do to help you supress what your 6th mind tract runs on then tell me. Even if it's just to be with you (which I'll probably make you do anyway because I want to be with you a lot).
I wanted this to be better but I don't know what to say.
Please tell me what I can do to help you, if there is anything.
Just don't forget I'm here.
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