The Consequence.

Imagine that I died right now.  Well you don't need to, but it's what I'm doing.  Feel free to imagine too if you want; it could be interesting.

I'm imagining that I'm dead, sitting up on my lil cloud, and looking back on what I've done.  Overall.  What I can remember because my subconcious knowledge clearly hasn't kicked in yet.  (I believe that if there's something after death then you can remember everything from the life before it.)

Anyway, so I'm on my cloud looking back at my life.  I was going to write about what I've done right and what I've done wrong...but I'm not really in the mood for that now.  So I'm curious.  What would people do when I die?  I assume cry.  Some of them.  I wonder what those people I spend time with would do.  Probably go "shit..." then forget about it.  Millie and Skah might remember.  No idea about Jack.  No idae about Kati.  I know my family would be unhappy - well i hope they would, tbh - but I don't know what my brother and dad would do.  My mum would turn to Dave.  I wonder if she would let Pod back in again.

What would I want?  I want people to know I've gone but I don't want their lives to stop.  I want a wake, in a way.

I like to think I will ahve touched people's lives and changed them.

Oh my God this is a lot of shite. 

I need to stop talking such shite.

Goodnight.